recalculating route

print detailHere in this corner of the garden I sat last summer, here I announced ‘Summer Camp’, here I declared slowing down as if “just for now” 

Almost a year has gone by, this just for now  turned into “calculating a new route…”. what at the time seemed like a downgrade is actually elevating my life to a new level.

Turning the wheel to a new direction in the middle of life is scary but thrilling. It’s like driving into an uncharted magical land for me to explore. My days flow calmly, surrounded by my colors and thoughts things start falling into place…

Lying out here with our beers one afternoon he said to me: “I know you, you’re thinking ‘I must have done something good to deserved this…’ ”
Thing is – I didn’t do anything – it’s more like I‘ve stopped doing!!